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Sunday, November 25, 2007
No Words Could Ever Describe
 Words could never describe how much I am sorry... I didn't mean to break your good mood.
If words couldn't fix all of this, then tell me what should I do? I would gladly do anything just for you to forgive me... Labels: Repentance
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
The World Watches Over You
Happy Birthday Bebi :p
Monday, October 22, 2007
The Light of the Moon
I hope that we can stay this way forever... Just me and you, under the light of the moon...
Monday, September 10, 2007
Embrace
 Welcome Home! :) *Photo taken from Deviant Art
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Of Broken Hearts and Promises
Why is it so hard to make this sadness go away? I tried everything just to be happy but then, I know deep inside, there's still something missing. A little piece of the puzzle that I couldn't quite find.
Lately, I tried to put back the shattered pieces of my heart.
Lately, I've been trying to find out the real meaning of this existence.
Lately, I tried to decipher every hidden messages she lets out.
Lately, she's been everything I've ever wanted.
I cried last night for she reminded me of the past events. The memories when our
hearts were still intact.
The sleepless nights, the late night chat sessions, the late night telephone
calls, the sweetest embraces that only she could ever give, the goodnight
kisses. Everything. The things I miss about her, they're all coming back to me.
I cried not because I felt sad.
I cried because after a long drought, once again I felt the happiness inside of me. But then, everyday I'm still hoping that this happiness would last a lifetime. But if the world doesn't permit, I wish it would last long enough for us to feel that this feeling is real.
But then before all of that, I want to know something. Something that has been going through my head everyday...
Do you still feel the same way about me?
I miss you so much my bebi... Labels: Rants and Raves
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Loneliness of the Weak
The heaven looks different tonight, as if it bounds to show death upon my life. I'm afraid. I can feel her walking away from me, slowly, slowly. Everytime I try to catch up, she just seem to run more faster than ever.
I can feel that there's someone holding her hand, pulling her away from me. I guess I don't have much to do but to wait some more and watch her from afar. Everyday, thoughts of her kept murmuring on my head. I sleep very late at night, and I sleep at school because of it. I guess, I'm trying to wonder or to find out what might have been if the two of us is together right now.
What might have been? I'm wondering what might have been. I can't afford to lose her. Not now, not ever.
I feel that I'm not giving her the attention she really deserves. I would do anything for her, I would gladly take the risk.
What is there to do when I did something wrong? I didn't mean to hurt you but it took so long, to say I'm sorry... I'm sorry... :'( Labels: Rants and Raves
Sunday, August 19, 2007
The Call of a Broken Heart
I've been hearing voices on my head; voices that I couldn't silence. It slowly consumes my heart, luring it into darkness and void. Emptyness and nothingness. I feel weak.
The memories of yore still haunts me. I still couldn't forget the time when my heart got shattered into pieces. But then, after all the tears I realized: "Tears are not the same as a time machine. It won't turn back the time." I wiped all of the tears but then my heart still keeps on bleeding.
I can't remove the mask that I made. I'm not going to keep on lying forever. Sooner or later, the spell that prevents me from entering the real world will break. By that time, I'm not really sure if I could still control myself.
But just like a caterpillar that goes on with it's metamorphosis cycle, someday, I will bloom.
I know somewhere in my darkness-covered heart, there's still light. I know that if I find that light, I'll know the answers to all the questions... Hopefully.
I spent every minute asking myself: What went wrong? Labels: Rants and Raves
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As death binds my life to the real world, the stars are my only shelter. Among the clouds I soar high, but then A much higher fall will be the end of me. I am Icarus, as you haven't seen before. The inner most thoughts that I kept for a long time, here I will be honest with myself. No more tears, no more despair. After I write it here, it is all gone with the history...
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