Friday, August 17, 2007
The Hall of Empty Hearts
I stood in the middle of the storm, hoping that the winds would drag me around.
I tried to move on, but I guess I'm not trying hard enough. I tried to be happy, but then It is hard to smile especially when you're not feeling well. I tried so hard to make her feel, that I want to be deserving of that love. I tried. I tried. But I guess, I have to try harder.
She's all I ever wanted. Even though we are worlds apart, nothing could stop my feelings for her. I would do anything just to get her back into my world. I don't want her to get hurt anymore.
Everytime she cries, I cry harder for her. Everytime she sighs, I try my best to make her feel better. Everytime she smiles, I'm hoping that I'm the reason why.
Everyday I ask questions. Easy questions that would take time to answer. I'm not that strong to find out. I need her to be my guide. I need her by my side. I need her. I need her.
Questions that emptied my mind. Questions. Questions... Please, I need answers. Somebody answer me please...
Am I that hard to love? Labels: Rants and Raves
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As death binds my life to the real world, the stars are my only shelter. Among the clouds I soar high, but then A much higher fall will be the end of me. I am Icarus, as you haven't seen before. The inner most thoughts that I kept for a long time, here I will be honest with myself. No more tears, no more despair. After I write it here, it is all gone with the history...
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