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Sunday, August 26, 2007
Of Broken Hearts and Promises
Why is it so hard to make this sadness go away? I tried everything just to be happy but then, I know deep inside, there's still something missing. A little piece of the puzzle that I couldn't quite find.
Lately, I tried to put back the shattered pieces of my heart.
Lately, I've been trying to find out the real meaning of this existence.
Lately, I tried to decipher every hidden messages she lets out.
Lately, she's been everything I've ever wanted.
I cried last night for she reminded me of the past events. The memories when our
hearts were still intact.
The sleepless nights, the late night chat sessions, the late night telephone
calls, the sweetest embraces that only she could ever give, the goodnight
kisses. Everything. The things I miss about her, they're all coming back to me.
I cried not because I felt sad.
I cried because after a long drought, once again I felt the happiness inside of me. But then, everyday I'm still hoping that this happiness would last a lifetime. But if the world doesn't permit, I wish it would last long enough for us to feel that this feeling is real.
But then before all of that, I want to know something. Something that has been going through my head everyday...
Do you still feel the same way about me?
I miss you so much my bebi... Labels: Rants and Raves
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As death binds my life to the real world, the stars are my only shelter. Among the clouds I soar high, but then A much higher fall will be the end of me. I am Icarus, as you haven't seen before. The inner most thoughts that I kept for a long time, here I will be honest with myself. No more tears, no more despair. After I write it here, it is all gone with the history...
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